Katerina

Delightful nauseating happiness, frusterated by uncertainty- miniature swerved road trips, jubilantly teasing Exhausted shins pulling away at your feat- calastrophobic cones, swirl filled ceilings and psychadellic dancers distracting your precious judgements. Emotional wrecked down waitresses, ignoring any request for "more"
Sweet souled micro adults, contemplating whats running through your mind. Tiny comfort filled toes, counting the numbers on each foot. Victory squared petals, angelic testosterone body - blessed dead battery conspiracies.
Newly found theories, experimentations, lacking the progessions of the body, but filled with curiosity. 
"DO IT" "DO IT" "DO IT" and the hyms are a-chanted, in sync and in paradoxes we speak of our speculated, agressive thoughts. Bonds, happy comparison bonding, fast pumping chemical beats splurging from your clown-fitted and borrowed penguin shoes, alive under the soles raging across the sand spotted ground. Tight fitted blue levis', fat-bellied bottoms sighing with the un-buttoned relief. surprised and satisfied soda filled cries.



New beginnings are nice. Really nice. = )

      

   I wish to walk along this quiet road, take in the offerings of calm delight.
Dig this road, it's meek shrubs. Dig the simplicty of the dirt pathway, the curve and twist of those trees.

It seems as if no matter how much I try to no bet shy it always comes out when...........
or maybe I just don't feel like socializing with people and because of the inner shyness, the politeness explodes, just as an asteroid would burst - shattering a planets pangea, and hence making it feel blatantly rude not to join in on conversation. So the need not to be rude violently untangles to shape words together, although most of the time the sentences end up as a paragraph that simply shouldn't be thrusted together.
I should stop that.

I miss you and you and you...and I haven't even left yet.

Everything happens for a reason right?
 I would love to know the reason for our suffering...
Is it because of our compulsive innate obsession of our own selves.
Because we worry most about what will happen to 'me' or how something will make 'me' feel.

Do people only commit good deeds because it makes themselves feel  better?

What ever happend to helping people just because it was a self less act of love, of kindness, of respect...
Can anyone really give without expecting some sort of reward later on


I want to find a community where people can critique you on your own writings/poetry. 
That'd be nice. I can't find the courage to show them to people I know....so why not strangers?




" We're just a million little gods causing rainstorms
Turning every good thing to rust "






Have a good night, hope everyone enjoyed their day.

These past couple of days have been nice. Went to Old Lyme beach with just my sister. Had a mind blowing talk about how frightening our land of the free truly is. 

Also, I've been reading up on the history of the uses of  High Fructose Corn Syrup (Corn Syrup) and when and why  it started being included in many of our nations foods. Why did we cut back the process of extracting sugar from beets and sugar canes? They say it's because it's cheaper for the consumers to purchase foods made with corn syrup.
But, If you actually look into the way it is made, you'll clearly see it is a complicated process.
Our government so intent on the usage of corn products that they actually pay the farmers who grow corn, to grow corn. Why not support the organic farmers and pay them to grow their crops so that instead of having foods that will only make you need presctipion medication sooner or later (which studies show that prescribed drugs kill more people than street drugs) we can have naturally good, naturally healthy foods affordable to the average citizen and to the wide number of lower class citizens.
Am I really supposed to convince myself that the reason corn syrup has become the dominant ingredient in most foods and beverages is because of the "cheaper production process"....yeah


Almost 80 percent--of what we eat today has been genetically modified at some point.

Think about it.




Tonight should be fun. 
Have a nice night, where ever you may be.

Hello,
Have a nice day, whomever you may be.